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Saying Goodbye to What Was

On Behalf of | Nov 4, 2020 | Firm News

For those of you living with a loved one diagnosed with Alzheimer’s Disease, you have probably recognized the truth behind the saying; “the long goodbye.”

As this disease progresses a person finds themselves saying goodbye to bits and pieces of their loved one as well as to life as they have known it.

What I have found to be difficult is that for the longest time Mom may say or do something quite odd and then flip back to her old self. During those earlier years I would ask myself if I was the one with the problem and Mom was just fine.

Alzheimer’s disease is sneaky that way. Unlike many other terminal illnesses, Alzheimer’s robs the person of memory, as well as who they were as a person, compared to other diseases such as cancer, heart disease where their bodies decline but often their mind stays intact. So, family can feel somewhat connected to their loved one whereas with Alzheimer’s there is a disconnect as they gradually forget who you are or even who they are.

So, I find myself saying goodbye to the Mom I once had who loved to play games and was very competitive, loved to read, loved to tell children’s stories, could do beautiful counted cross stitch, and really enjoyed working outside especially in her vegetable garden. Mom can no longer do any of these things and has asked me; “What am I good for now?” I am quick to say; “You have no idea how blessed I am to be able to come to see you and get your great hugs and enjoy all of our giggles.”

The one thing that Teepa Snow points out when she talks about Precious Gems is that with Alzheimer’s disease it is progressive, and we do feel like we are losing the person we love before they have died. But my mom and your loved one are still “in there” and we need to be on the lookout. Just as an ugly clam shell can open to show a beautiful pearl hidden inside, so it is with our loved one. When you least expect it, we get a peek of their old self and what an awesome experience that is. When it happens be sure to treasure that memory. I have seen it happen with two of my clients and to this day it brings me joy when I think how awesome that experience was!